| TOP BANDS IN EMILY WORLD (as of right now) |
[Jan. 17th, 2009|02:43 pm] |
in no order: Bjork Bright Eyes Ani DiFranco Eisley The Dresden Dolls Rasputina Regina Spektor Rilo Kiley Tegan and Sara Sublime Frou Frou Garbage The Beatles Deadmau5 The Faint Joni Mitchell Mirah No Doubt Radiohead |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 13th, 2008|06:20 pm] |
i don't like who i am anymore. i need to change |
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| Smell this Rose |
[Jul. 31st, 2008|10:46 pm] |
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| | calm | ] | The green lush comforts me It helps me breathe more easily The earth speaks through a tree Or bush or flower or anything At all, the beauty life can bring To make you laugh or cry or sing. The sky is bluer than my vein The lazy beat sounds like the rain Without the natural music I'd go insane. The twitter of the birds above Remind me of how to be in love- It's been a while, but fits like a glove The song they sing is a familiar tune It hums in the breeze and in la lune If you don't recognize it, you will soon Just step outside these stuffy walls, Flourescent lit, claustrophobic halls Appreciate the large and smalls That otherwise get forgotten in time Too closely watched like every dime Life without some sweetness is a sour lime. So savour every goddamn last sip Take this simple, easy tip It doesn't have to be an expensive trip Just sit back in the grass and feel the sun Slow things down, walk- don't run Enjoy the natural side of fun. |
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| for annie and julia |
[Jul. 31st, 2008|10:15 pm] |
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| | loved | ] | I know what you're going to say It's always been this way Each and every day I wake up, and I pray That you'll be by my side We will both swallow our pride I'm sorry if I've lied But there's nothing I can hide From you 'cause you're here In my mind, my dear You take my hope and my fear When you're far or when you're near I'm afraid of how easily you read me 'Cause I'm not used to being one of three I'm used to bein alone- it was you, and she Who opened my shy heart right from the start I knew that we would never be apart |
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| Castle On A Cloud Remake |
[Jul. 31st, 2008|10:07 pm] |
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| | creative | ] | I keep trying To stop crying And I'm lying I say "I'm okay"
I guess I am Closed like a clam But I'll be damned If I'm hurt again
What will it take For me to break Or maybe shake This monotony
Someday I'll find Some peace of mind Of which I've pined And I'll breathe in deep |
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| To Tease In Silence |
[Jul. 31st, 2008|10:01 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my living room | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | creative | ] |
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| | "The Moneymaker", Rilo Kiley | ] | I can feel his eyes on me I shyly look away I wonder who he could be This flirty play Comes so easy and so freely It's my lucky day I know this unspoken plea A toll he has to pay A smile rocks me like the sea There are no words to say Or one of us will fee Flighty and or fey So no words are said, I smile prettily His burning eyes don't stray I'll never see him again It makes it even better This stranger is just one of the men I smile at, who thinks "can I get her?" They think they can and then I calmly go back to writing this letter I smile and slowly bite the end of my pen. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 2nd, 2008|05:25 pm] |
before i heard from my parents, i was baking fresh chocolate chip cookies they're done now but i don't feel like eating them at all my tummy sort of hurts so does my heart |
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| Lilian Dolores |
[Jul. 2nd, 2008|05:13 pm] |
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| | shocked and saddened | ] | some people may think i'm silly for crying this hard over the death of an animal. she's just a dog. but she's not really "just" a dog. she brought happiness in the form of a welcome face and a wagging tail (or lower half of the body) to everyone she encountered. She made my dad happy. She made my mom happy. She made my brother happy. She made me happy.. Hell, she even made Jack, our 22 year old cat happy sometimes. She had SUCH a personality.. I can't see why people think that animals are just soulless drones covered in fur. They have emotions, preferences, communication, manipulation, adoration. Lily would smile a lot. You could see it! Not just in her eyes or her face but a distinct curve of her mouth. She would pretty much melt if you pet her, especially under the collar or on her hind legs. She gave so much love and affection to people. You could tell if the person was kind or not if Lily liked them. Right now she can't breathe very well, more of a painful wheeze.. She's going to the vet. They said she had a few days but apparently they don't think she'll last that long.. Or even long enough for me to fly or drive down.. I can't hug her or pet her and say goodbye. I told her I loved her and that she was the best dog ever over the phone.. My parents said that she lifted her head and looked at the phone. That makes me feel a little better. I hope that I meet her in another life. When I can stop crying I'll look at this and think to myself, "Wow this is way sappy, wtf". I don't care right now. I just care that my 5 year old puppy has cancer and I'll never be able to see her again. And I miss her already. |
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